This past week has been a very stressful time for me out here. As you might imagine, driving is not one of my top five skills and it has developed a lot slower for me on the water than it has for everyone else. More specifically, as much as I understand how the throttles work, I have great difficulty docking the boat properly without potentially smacking the docks or the boat beside me. On thursday I went to work on my day off so I could get extra time to practice. All day one of my bosses kept repeating "you should know this by now" and was incredibly frustrated when it took me five attempts to dock at spirit island. After he sat me down on the bench and asked if boat driving was something that I really wanted to do, and told me that it's not for everyone. He said I'm a very smart person, get high marks on the test, but this is coming very slow to me, and basically how we all have our strengths and weaknesses in life and that doesn't make me less of anything haha. Every year there seems to be one person that he has this conversation with and they realize it's not for them and go work in the ticket office. I told him I'd quit if I was put in the ticket office (probably drastic, but I didn't move all this way to be a cashier) and that I really wanted to be a boat driver and could he please spend a few more days with me. I drove on the way back, basically trying not to burst into tears and thinking the worst that I was going to lose my job, and I have no money to actually move somewhere at this point. Going into work the following days has been highly stressful because I felt (and still do) that I have to prove that I deserve to be there. My docks are increasingly better, and yesterday I drove the boat on two cruises while one of my supervisors would sit on the boat to see that everyone went ok. I've been doing tours as well, and I'm surprised as to how easy it is for me. After breaking the ice, I'm not really nervous at all. The part I feel least comfortable with, is just walking around and making small talk with the passengers on the way back. I'd rather it be a one-way conversation with me on the microphone, ha.
So today was my day-long test with an inspector from Transport Canada. I had my doubts, but as of 4pm I have been officially certified with my Masters Limited and Small Vessel Machinery Operator certificate. My Masters Ltd basically means I am the "master of my ship" and aware of all safety operations and the 2nd one (which was RIDICULOUS to get) means I am knowledgeable of all the machinery on the vessel. It used to be called restricted engineers and was suited primarily for the boats I would be driving, but this new certificate had a test where I understood NOTHING on it because the information applied to procedures and boats I would never use. It was estimated that the test wouldn't stay, so I wasn't trained on the information. I SOMEHOW passed it by guessing the appropriate answers, even though I had no idea what a winch or a capstan was because they're not on the boats I drive. Despite my BARELY passing test score, the inspector said he was impressed with my demonstration of the pistons intake, compression, power, and exhaust procedures. Gaining my masters limited was shaky as well, and I had to drive while doing my "man overboard" procedures about six times. The guy that was rescuing the life jacket wasn't communicating with me, and my friends were laughing because I was basically yelling out the window for him to tell me if I was on line for him to grab it. I probably could have remained cooler, but I couldn't afford to miss the lifejacket. At the end the inspector said I did good job and shook my hand, so with everything said and done I finally have my certificates and no more studying!






















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